if you happened to see this..

adeline wants to say "sorry"..
It means nothing..
but this time adeline has to be real cold-blooded..
adeline doesn't want any regret in the future!

it is so obvious that..
we cant go through obstacles..

sorry, because i blew the whistle to stop the race..
i have no more heart this race..
even a little obstacles can make me fall..

no more spirit to race,
so what for i stay?

all the best~!

i would always want to hear from you as before..
hope that you're doing well..
prove to me that,
you life is not only about "love"..

for me, i might have lost "love" for sometime..
do not know until when..
i hope i'll get back my love asap..
this will be my new year wish!

i think in adeline's life..
there's one person she owe so much..
the person is you..
but i can tell you..
adeline will never able to pay you back all!
dilemma..

最近我再次透过爱FM听到这首歌。。
这首歌，有一点历史了。。
是“海豚弯恋人”的主题曲。。
这次听起来，我有感触了。。
特别是最后两句。。
“有些人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了”。。
这两句话， 深深的打进心里头。。
泪流了。。

曾经有人问我“这一次能长久吗？”
我竟然哑口无言。。
我说不出话来。。
因为我再也不敢为任何一段感情下判断。。

我曾经把自己的新全都放到上一段感情里。。
而且，“我们”还是同学眼中可以走上红地毯的那一对。。
又有谁能告诉我，为什么一通电话，以前所有的所有都能就此结束呢？
和他的一切，成了“回忆”。。
和他家人相处的时间，也成了“回忆”。。
最近，这些都一一浮现在脑海里。。
好想好想再次回到那温暖的家。。
好想好想再次握住她婆婆的手一起聊天。。

说真的，我觉得我以后真的很难，很难能找到一个能让我有像他那样的婆家。。
真的非常谢谢他们。。
因为，他家人，婆婆，公公。。
都真的把我当自己的女儿，妹妹，逊女看待。。
感恩，一切尽在不言中。。

几个月前，大姐从亚庇回来。。
这一次没什么不一样。。
就是右手多了个金戒指。。
也就是她未婚夫送他的求婚戒指。。
我姐要嫁人了哦！
我家顿时有了浪漫及温馨的气氛。。

前两天，看到涵灵（函毅的姐姐）的部落格。。
看到她和男朋友经过了六年的时间，
再次买了一对“情侣戒”。。
看得我，超羡慕的！
好佩服哦！

看别人得到幸福，谁不想自己也要呢？
可是，怎样才知道，我选对人了呢？
我这一次更本没信心大声说，这是我最后一段感情。。
我曾经最信任的感情也能因为一通电话就完了。。
那我会还有什么“信心”可言。。
现在的他，真的很疼我，很爱我。。
可是还是这两句话，
“有些人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了”。。

我愿意给我们彼此机会，只希望以后不要后悔。。
我只能尽力而为。。
我也不想撑得太累。。
只怕到头来，患“忧郁症”的是我。。

加油吧！
大概没人的搞得懂“爱情”。。

Wow!!

One word to describe my life after STPM = HAPPENING!

Right after STPM, we went for abc + sate at town!

The next morning, breakfast at SIM SIM..

   
Yeah, Michelle is back with us!
and we met this little poodle on the way back..

Then, we headed to Tzun's house!

They just cant wait CNY!

Boo boo & Evan's Big Day!

we celebrated their birthday at Ultimate

2008 6A Farewell BBQ

Fly Kites - 2nd time

Let's compared the first flying kite session with the second time..

first time..

2nd time..
spot the differences okay!

**if you did notice, hing and I wore the same colour shirts for both time..

Siah's 19th Birthday

That's all the pic i have!
There are some other outings like caroling and yum cha session..
I dont have the photos so i did not post here..

Happening?
more to come!!

Merry Christmas!

第一：被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二 : 請傳另外十位的人.=)
第三 : 傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四 : 這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五: 被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六: 這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^

1. Hing
2. Jaye
3. Joanne
4. Tzun
5. Siah
6. Khen
7. Oi Zien
8. Wilfred
9. Vivian Kuit
10. Timothy

Wow!!

"Word of Education" = 教育界

For your information, Im contributing to the "World of Education"
I'm presently working for a nursery called "Dolphin leaning house" which is situated at Tmn Tyng!
It is a new nursery and children will only come next year..
So far, there's only 8 children registered for next year.
** 8 children sounds so little but it considers quite success as it is a very new nursery..

Hmmm.. I dunno whether I can be a good teacher..
And im taking this opportunity to experience a teacher's life..
so that I wont regret to choose education when I enter local uni later..

And I know some of my frens are also doing the same job as I do
like.. Siah, Yapp, Ket Vui... who else?
They are all good teachers who are giving tuition at home now..
and not forgetting, ah tzun!!
he contribute in another way which is.. teaching swimming!!
oh!! erm.. he has been advertising himself for quite a number of times..
so everyone! if u want to learn swimming..
do let me know'..
I'll direct you to Mr. Wong Kia Tzun!
** Tzun, I have done my part.. ALL THE BEST!!

Oh ya.. few of my f6 frens are looking for temporarily teacher's job...
any good suggestion?
do let me know so that I can help them out!!

many ppl tell me "teacher" is a "gold rice bowl"..
I know it..
and I really hope that I can get it when I enter local uni later..
wish me lucks!!

cheers,
Adeline
1737

found this in today's church bulletin..
and I wish to share with everyone..
it is quite funny yet it is so so real!!

Let's see!

The New Commandments:

1. Marriages are made in heaven. But then again, so is thunder and lightning.

2. If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep.

3. Marriage is grand - and divorce is at lease 100 grand!

4. Married life is about communication. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbours listen!

5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is.

6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

8. Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical, and a good cook. But the law allows only one wife.

9. Marriage and love are purely a matter of chemistry. That is why one treats the other like toxic waste.

10. A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.

Dont you think these commandments are real funny?
Hope you enjoy reading it..

Cheers,
Adeline
1133

oh yes!!
It's my besties + neighbour's birthday today!!
Hing! Happy Birthday~!

Last night, 24 of us had a steamboat night at Trig Hill to celebrate Hing's birthday!
It was a great opportunity for everyone to meet once again since everyone is now having their further studies at different places..

We bought Hing a Belgium cheese Cake..
Luckily, she likes it!
Because im the one who suggest Siah and Tzun to buy that cake for her.

Hing's mum is so lovely..
She make mango pudding for everyone of us..
Some of them even fight for the 2nd cup!!
Thanks  Aunt Lilian~!

After steamboat, we wet for "second round"..
We went to the Bailin Cafe (NAK Hotel) but it's full  house..
So we decided to go English Tea House which is near the town and less people..
We chit-chatting, laugh, talk.. NON STOP!!
and we welcome the returning of the princess Jaye!!
Welcome back~!

TODAY!!
at 9.30am, Jaye and Tzun arrived at my house..
We planned to give Hing a surprise..
We brought a along the present to her..
It's great that she loves the present!!

Hereby, i would like to thanks Aunt Lilian who helped us a lot in keeping secret!!
Aunt, you very sai lei also.. ahahahaha..

Lastly..
Hing, Happy Birthday~!
and best wishes for you in your future!!
**we are no longer in the 10++ but 20!! ahahahaa..

sorry because i dont have photos now..
the photos are all with Hing..

** I DID IT QUITE BADLY..
BUT I HOPE YOU'RE NOT~!

ALL THE BEST!

BEST REGARDS,
ADELINE
1357

Phew~!
It is now 0055 in the midnight..
after my shower, I feel like blogging something about the BBQ that the form 6 had just few hours ago..

It is actually a farewell party for the form 6 students.
We used the left over class fund for this..
And it was held at tmn pecky valley, lorong 6, lot 24-25.. MY HOUSE!!

Everything goes quite well..
Really enjoy the time having lots of frens..
Eat, drink, chat, laugh..
Teacher even mark on our stpm papers..
I did quite badly.. But okay la..
Stpm is not for me.. so is okay.

Hereby, I would like to say million thanks to all who has been helping out throughout the night..
I tried to mention one by one okay..
Johnny, Ket Kong, Khen, Rex, Joshua, Wan jie, Tan yen, VK, Man Tien, Shi Kee, Lai Kien, Moh..
I hope i did not  miss out anyone..
Thanks for your help.. and i really appreciate it so so so much!!
THANK YOU!!

But.. there are 3 person who really help me A LOT!!
i really mean A LOT!! SO MUCH!!
they are HING, TZUN, n SIAH!!
They helped me in cleaning all the oily and dirty utensils..!!
Thanks so much..
I promise to treat you guys..
I'll keep my words.. okay??
Really million, billion, triLLion, TETRALLION THANKS TO 3 OF YOU!!
THANK YOU!!

I really enjoy all of your companion tonight!!
sorry if i did not serve you all well..
Sorry if i left you out..
Sorry if i did not make you well in my house..
Sorry..

Anyway, to all my form 6 frens..
Do keep in touch..
I started to miss my form 6 life..

TO EVERYONE WHO ATTENDED THE BBQ NIGHT..
THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL NIGHT~!
MISS YOU ALL~!
MAY GOD BLESS EACH ONE OF US!!

2008 form 6!!

** Photos come later okay?

Adeline
0109

Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.

Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.

Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.
And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.

Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.
I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my brothers and sisters. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..

This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

** Dear friends, something to share here..
     Though this is a long one.. If you have time, do finish it.. and share with me on ur opinion..
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Coral Sea

It all began since year 2002 when I met a girl named Cecilia in the aquarium with my friends. She was fair with an absolute chubby face. She approached me when I was looking for some aqua plants as well as “flower-horn” fish. While I was observing the fish swimming merrily in the aquarium, she greeted me in a pleasant way like a goddess brightens up my journey of life. Then, she gave me a stickers and posters as to celebrate their fifth anniversary of the shop. My heart was beating abnormally and both my cheeks were red as ripe tomatoes. “Why on earth, did my heart beat like this?” Then, she reflected with a charming, which melted my heart instantly.

From that day, I knew that I had a crush with her. The next day, I went to the shop purposely and asked her out for a date. Unfortunately, I was told that she was on leave. I was disappointed for a moment but a little curious. Therefore, I grabbed this excellent opportunity to ask her address from her supervisor. When I stepped in front of her house, I was nervous beyond my imagination. Nevertheless, I knocked on the door gently. She then appeared and confronted me with a pale-looking face. I was indeed sad seeing her suffering from the contagious flu and fever. Then, I volunteered to cook her a bowl of porridge, hoping to subside her fever swiftly. Soon, I felt that our relationship bond is strengthened day in, day out. Later, I realized that we were seriously in the state of being lovers.

I still happened to recall my first time of bringing Cecilia to a party where I introduced her to my friends. They were merely stunned and could hardly believe that she was my girlfriend. We spent most of the time shopping, watching movies, snapping photograph and even eating like there is no tomorrow. For once, we both passed by a florist shop. She was reluctant to leave as she muttered to herself, “How wonderful am I now if he buys me a bouquet of innocent white roses? If not, I shall wait till my very own birthday.”

30^th of March was her birthday and it was just around the corner. My idea of celebrating her birthday would be most likely compose a song to my dearest Cecilia. Until then, I seldom keep up a correspondence with her. During that period of time, my friend saw Cecilia received a bouquet of flowers from a mysterious guy and even hang out with him for several times. I was frustrated but I knew deeply in my heart that she would not leave me alone. Despite the hardships I gained, the time and soul I sacrificed, finally my ultimate effort had earned me the most brilliant song, which I named it the “Coral Sea”.

It was 30^th of March; I went to Cecilia’s house and waited her anxiously. As for her birthday, I had prepared her favourite Belgium Marble Cheese cake and a special gift, which contains a picture of me hugging her being framed up. I gave her a call at 6.00pm but ended up in an engaged line. I started to worry about her. About 11.45pm, she returned home. I set a timer of 10 minutes on the DVD-Hi FI with my song, “Coral Sea” in it. Then, I began to push a trolley with the cake, lighted with 21 candles and a bottle of champagne. All of a sudden, I was shocked, seeing her wearing a dazzling diamond necklace around her neck.

I asked her “Is it the same guy who used to hang out with you, gave this necklace to you?”

She was wordless and began to feel guilty. I could tell it from her eyes that she had betrayed me and that really hurts me like a sharp knife being stabbed directly with full force towards my very own innocent heart. I yelled at her ferociously and pulled the necklace from her neck. Meantime, my heart was truly shattered by her attitudes.

I had never seen her so sad before. There were tears in her eyes and I wiped it off. When she tried to hold my hands, I ignored her and left her crying in the house alone. As I was leaving the house, I asked myself, “Am I being too mean to her?” So, I rushed back to persuade her. Suddenly, I found that she attempted to commit suicide by slitting her wrist with a knife. The bloods of hers kept flowing rapidly and it was already too late to contact 911. Then, the DVD-Hi FI was on after 10 minutes and my song, “Coral Sea” was played. The atmosphere of the house turned into a gloomy one despite the song reminded me of both of us together undergoing the thick and thins. I was then weeping terribly.

While I was weeping, she held my hands firmly and whispered to me in a weak voice saying, “Dear, you must continue to live for me, for I will be your guardian angel throughout your life despite every thing you have done to me, I still love you from the bottom of my heart.” Then she let loose of my hands after her very last breath and I REGRETTED so much. I realized that no one would actually replace her anymore and she would forever live on in my heart for good.

----- END -----

all papers down!!
EXCEPT 2 MCQ PAPERS..
left bio for tmr and chemist for wed!!
today's PA done!!
no eye see!!
ahahaha..

anyway!!
to all my dear bestiess..
I'll be free real soon~!
so, let's have some happening daySsSs..

but i have to work on 9th for maybe 2 weeks..
sigh~
gonna earn money leh..
if not how can i meet all my besties in kl on march?

JIA YOU~!