自从回到单身的世界后。。
身边总是有非常多的疑问。。
无论是别人给我的问题，或是自己问自己的问题。。
我都没办法把答案完整的拼出来。。
或许我真的不懂这些问题的答案。。
考倒我了！

今天，我像平常一样坐他的车回家。。
也许我真的习惯了。。
不自觉地，手拉开椅子底下的抽屉。。
拿出他的手机。。
真的好想念他的侄女。。
超想她的， 所以希望能从手机里看看他的侄女。。
可是，他随手一抢，就把手机拿走。。
手机放进了口袋里。。
想起以前，他从不阻止我看手机里的任何东西。。
今天，果然不一样了。。
彻彻底底地改变了。。

情不自禁。。
我会想起很多的问题。。
“有什么不能告诉我的吗？还是手机里已经有另外一位女生的照片了。。”
太多疑问了。。
这次，不懂要用什么借口来骗自己了。。
但我还是选择默默地让问题随着时间一起流去。。

在分手后，我的确失落过也崩溃过。。
我现在不算完全放下，但至少我并没像以前那样的需要他了。。
“时间能冲淡一切”这句话说得真好。。
想起那时，很多好姐妹都会告诉我。。
“姐，别再为他哭了。下次找个比他更好的！”
要不然就是。。
“下一个一定比他好！”

真的吗？下一个真的会更好吗？
疑问又来了。。
到底是他不好，还是我不好呢？
我真的配得一位很好的男生吗？

外面的每一个人都希望自己以后找到的，是一个“好”的老公或老婆。。
男的要英俊潇洒，工作稳定，最好就是某某企业家的接班人，做个少奶奶。。
女的要贤良淑德，会做家务，能烹得一手好菜，最好没有任何的男生朋友，每天呆在家看孩子。。
可是，你们都有量一量自己到底好的到去哪里吗？
真的都配得起这些人人都想要的“金龟婿”和“名花”吗？

或许我下一次的目标不会再是一个“好男人”了。。
大概会找一个坏的吧。。
因为我不是一个好女生。。
更别谈做一个好的“女朋友”或“老婆”。。

我这一次真的输了。。
从没想过自己会如此失败，难堪。。
我现在能大声地告诉每一个人。。
“我没有你们看的那么坚强！”

Today is a great day!

As you read from title..
The Hong Kong WWF member and members of JPC from Hong Kong visited us at school this morning..
FYI, JPC (Junior Police Call)..
This is an uniform body. But THEY ARE NOT POLICE.
This is an body that set up by the HK Police to train up young leaders and to teach the young one to stay away from crimes..(if I have not mistaken)

The upper 6 students, committees of the nature club and the members of Green Or Been were involved in this event.
We spent the whole morning with them.
Sharing our environmental knowledge with each other.

OF course, this is an interaction.
We Malaysians, get to know the environment in HK..
And they were very shock we know Cantonese..

Anyway, we have great fun today..
Sharing, Playing games, Chit-chatting..
A wonderful experience..

Now, let me show you some photos..
(I do not have the best photos as most of my photos contain the big white dots.. I think is because of the mini theatre which is very dusty.. and the photos are quite blur.. sorry.. technical problems..)

The arrival of guests..

  This is Joe Lau, member of HK WWF..
(not Andy Lau ya..)

 VK.. She shared our experiences at Lankayan..

This is me!! I'm just further explaining on my powerpoint..

See the lady with short hair? She is Miss Helen Ling..

Playing games..(those are red & green beans)

Refreshment..

One of the advanced leader or JPC, Wing.. Introducing JPC to us..

Food Web game..
let me ask you..
Human eats shark? or Shark eats human? haha..

Wing on the left and Man on the right..
Having group sharing session..

I as the Sung Siew's student representative to receives souvenirs from them.. Thank you!!

With the last shot of the group photo.. That ends the whole visitation program this morning..

Miss you all..
May you all have a pleasant journey and keep up your good work in both JPC and WWF!

20.09.2006
-- such an meaningful day for both of us, me and khen.
-- we found the chemistry between us to start off a relationship.

Time flies..
We gone through almost everything..
We meet each other's parents, even relatives and friends..
We go to school together each and every day..
We share happiness and sadness..
We laugh and cry together..
We play and work together..
We........
We.............
We...................

All this continue until 10.08.2008

Now, I will not use "we" anymore..
I would rather use "I"..
Indeed, we are no longer together..
We are the closest friends for each other..

May our friendship last forever.

I would like to take this opportunity to say million of thanks to..
Jaye, Hing, Siah, Fong Li, Sophia, ah bao and johnlo..

Special thanks go to ah khen..
as you really taught me a lot in the past..
and you make me realise that.. I shouldn't stop here..
instead, I should move on..
and of course change to become better..

Thanks to everyone who gave me their support..
of course my family too!
they support me so much by not asking me any question.

 
taken on 01.06.2008
This photo we took during khen's sis wedding..

 
taken on 30.06.2008
Took at English tea house. Thanks Hing for this wonderful photo..

taken on 17.08.2008
At Lankayan Island. Thanks to VK for taking this nice shot..

taken on 16.08.2007
At Lankayan Island. Thanks to Willibrord for the photos..

After all, Friends!!
Im fine.. No worry..
I really fine..
Thank you so much for supporting me!!
I love you all!!

Cheers..
Adeline..

Day 2 (17 August 2008)

The Sunrise..
taken by Mr. Loh

The Peaceful Morning..

Turtle nesting..
the beautiful girl I met..

Activities..

can you see the fish Miss Salha drew? cute right?
* she's from Pecky valley too!

game about marine life..

Little Turtle Hatching..

the new-born little turtle will be release to the open sea..
Pn. Grace is going to do that..
See the little bot.. He is an Italian.. staying on the island for 10 days.. rich boy~!

Free time..

Hing, siah.. the kites spoilt.. but I did keep the threat..

this is the doggie of the island -- FUFU..
and the crab.. dunno why.. upside down dy..

Leaving.. sob sob..
the lady on the right is Ms Archie..
the grey grey thing is the big school of fish..
the beautiful sea with corals..
on the boat. heading back to sdk..

Overall, I really love this place -- Lankayan Island..
I'm here to recommend you to visit this place as soon as possible..
as you know.. places will soon be destroy as more and more ppl visit the area..

Lastly, I wish to post some of the photos I really admire and love during the trip.. enjoy..

THANK YOU!

--END--

Yuhoo~!

Adeline Chang had finally came back from Lankayan Island with an invaluable certificate!!

The trip to Lankayan Island was only last for 2 days and one night. sounds very short huh? indeed, it is real short!! You will never feel bored with the sea and the paradise there..

For the whole trip, we paid only RM20 for the conservation fee.(whoever visit the island will have to pay that) The rest we eat, stay, play..ALL ARE FREE~! FOC!!
Because we went there under a grant from USA to SIMCA (Sugud Island Marine Conservation Area). This subsidies were evenly distributed to 5 school in sdk.
Im proud that I've been selected!

Well, let me start off from !6 @ug 2008!

16 August 2008 (Saturday)

we gather at Yacht Club's jetty

and we saw this!! the boat which we will ride on to Lankayan Island..
Before we leave, Pn Grace requested us to pray for safety..
nah.. the 2 teachers.. the husband and wife!
see! ah khen is so concentrate when praying~!
while waiting for the departure, we are able to grab some pictures at the jetty..
ah khen, ade, wan jie, vk..
this is the sea water of sdk..
9.35am, the person-in-charged told Pn Grace, "you all may go on boat now!" Yuhoo.. so happy..
we don't walk there.. we fly there~!
Lisa, Yasika, Priscilla
wan jie, ka man, chee ming, Pn Grace
khen, ade, vk, wan jie
p/s: Willibroad and Mr Loh are  not inside.
Did you notice that we have our life jacket on?? Look smart?

The boat was then off to Lankayan Island.
It takes about 1hr 15 mins.

Jiang jiang jiang jiang~!
~ mengumum ketibaan para peserta sung siew!~
Lankayan Island. I'm coming!
See! the facilitators there were waiting for us.
Welcome~!
Pls do compare the sea water in sdk and in Lankayan Island.. I can see the little fishes very clearly leh!
The young lady next to Pn Grace is Miss Salha. She's the most important person in our trip. She was with us all the time~! Thanks Miss Salha~! miss you!
wonderful view? more to go!
After that, we have our registration at the restaurant.

check in to our room. (which is the worker's room)
our room is something like this.
ready for the first talk of the trip

we were given a test before the talk started!
the Sony Projector. It's cool..the sch one.. "lao ya"..

Next, we go round the island..

a system used to treat the waste into clean water.

"the turtle nursery" After the mother turtle lay eggs. the worker will transfer those eggs to the nursery to increase the turtle's survival probability.
we looked like many ?? on our head hor..
after that, Lunch time!!

I can tell you and assure you that.. the food is absolutely good.. BRAVO!!

After lunch, SNORKELLING!

washing the goggle set
adjusting the life jacket
putting on the goggle set
lastly, testing! then, snorkelling session start!!

These are some of the coral reefs we saw during snorkelling.. many more but unable to take the picture..
After snorkelling!
just to rinse off the salty sea water and the sand..
what is khen trying to do.. no idea..
after snorkelling
having lots of fun showering here!! ahahaha!!

Of course, snorkelling for only one and a half hr is not enough.. we want to play more.. this what we play..


Pls see carefully the "things" we built on their bodies..
to sum up, teacher is very naughty too~! don't U think so?

Sunset time..

the sunset bar

Rest time..
4 of us in 1 room...
wan jie found that all my things are in green colour.

Dinner..
my dinner.. there's salmon fish!! but you cant see.. see..roast duck some more.. delicious!

Moonlight..
 can you see the moonlight that flash on the sea?
enjoying our time.. see their hairs.. lovely night..
he just want to be very artistic.. ahahaha..
group photo~!

After enjoying the moonlight..
we have activities like talk and drawing fishes which we saw during snorkelling..

*just to let you know.. we saw a big school of fish just on our left side..very close..during snorkelling..
a very very very big group.. I think there's thousands of fishes..
once in a lifetime experience oh!

After all the activities.. we had our supper..
and it was already around 12am.. so we sleep..
the day was fun and we have lots of fun~!
appreciate that a lot!!!

ZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZ

finally.. hing's holiday had ended and she flew back to west Malaysia and gonna start up with her 2nd year uni..

same thing goes to jaye..
I miss you gals so badly..
Make me cried last night..

I have adapted myself to be with you gals in the past one month..
and happy time really fly like the airplane..
real fast..

I know you gals are going back to strive for your better tomorrow..
so do I have to strive for my future too!

let us add fuel together..
and we shall meet again on Dec! okay??

love you gals.. miss you..
tata..
best regards to everyone!